Oh the Deep, Deep Love of Jesus

Bam. Bam. Bam. I just keep getting hit. God is definitely using His 2x4 to smack me around a little bit.

"Who is in control, Kellie? Who? Who provides for the birds of the air and the flowers of the field? Who loves you so much, He was willing to die fo you? Who knows your heart, your fears, your needs more than anyone? I do. Me, your creator, who shaped you in your mother's womb. I, who has blessed you and carried you and given you the desires of you heart."

I feared. I was bitter and angry. I was lonely. I didn't trust.

$1000.00 short. That is just NOT going to show up in our mailbox. Those school loans are not going to disappear. Our need of food will not just be taken from out bodies. Gas will not fill our car by itself.

But it did. One month later and almost 2 1/2 times the needed amount showed up! Literally - in our mailbox or over the phone! A grocery food card was left on our front door step. Money to have a great anniversary celebration was shoved into our hands. I saw an empty gas tank keep going and going and going until gas was put in it. A brand new living room set that was PAID FOR for us!

Bam. I get knocked away.

2 COR. 9:8 And God is able to provide you with every blessing in abundance, so that you may always have enough of everything and may provide in abundance for every good work.